Hello! I'm Lilith and I really don't know what I'm doing!
back forwardHello! Edith mentioned me yesterday, but I wanted to make my own introduction. I'm Lilith and I also experienced the same phenomenon as her, maybe not to the same degree but I'm an angel regardless. When I decided to reach out I didn't expect to be part of a website, let alone one that is focused on this topic. I am (was?) a medical student who wanted to work toward becoming a phsyiotherapist for people who have lost movement or limbs altogether, and hopefully intend to continue on this path! I'm excited to see what this website holds!
As I had mentioned before, I'm a med student! I want to help people overcome the horridness that is regaining control over your own body after an accident. I'm not really a people person, especially after what happened, but everything takes time. My living space, I feel like its really unassuming, there's not much going on but what can you do when you're dead?
I, am riddled with anxiety, and it sucks! I feel like a chiuaua who is more tremble than dog, and it sucks. Working on this site helps relieve the feeling, which is nice. Also! I had read that Edith was discussing what it's like to be an angel, and I wanted to give my thoughts on it too! We spoke privately about what it was like to """""die""""" or become non-human, and it felt cathartic knowing that I wasn't the only one, and I'm sure she felt the same way when I intially emailled her. It's such an odd feeling witnessing your own demise while one the sidelines, and then having everything go blank. Waking up with fuzzy memories and a pain in my back that wouldn't leave, it's such an odd experience, and even though Edith and I shared the event, I hope anyone else out there who also did are doing okay.